fujoushi no balad

klo diterjemahin dengan ngasal Balada seorang fujoushi *salah bgt XD*,

(note Balad = Song)

Even though i hate that term ‘fujoushi’ ( i prefer yaoi fangirl or something), but I am indeed a fujoushi… *sigh*

Well this time i’m going a little serious & less fangirly :p
I wantED to slow things down since I’m engaged (yes I am ^^ sorry for not telling but you’ve might have guessed) and my fiance doesn’t have a slightest clue of what Boys Love or Yaoi is. But judging from recent happenings in my fandom world (Frozen flower, Antique movie, Takumi2, Sakuragari, Yunjae being loveydowey etc etc) I don’t think I could or would let go. Oh the word letting go is too extreem for me >o<. So basicly, (borrowing a word from Lucky-kun manga) I’m in a deep shit My emotion is in turmoil.

I don’t know how I should break it down to him (or should I?). It’s not that hard to explain, I’ll just have to show him my blog that should do the trick. But i think it’ll be very hard for him to understand ^^” being a straight man who have no idea of what yaoi is. Frankly i dont think he even watch porn, my man :p well even though i know that none of my male friends or brothers never watch porn. but he basicly lived a straight life (in all sense of the world) while i’m not anywhere near straight (except for my sexual orientation but that also drifts from time to time). And if I simply just hide this obvious fact, am I decieving him??

—–
Now back to the fandom that I couldn’t let go *fangirling mode on*

Takumi 2 is out and it’s much more juicyer than I imagine, even without my Lovely Katokei x Tomo *hauuung T^T* I saw the snipshot of it from THIS journal, oh my its just… Adding another movie to my ever growing wishlist

And recently I really, really want to watch that old Crystal Boy (孽子) Taiwan drama series (with english sub if any). I’ve know about its existence for a while but I only start craving after seing their clips in Youtube. Fan Chi-Wei & Tony Yang is just so lovely ❤ wonderful acting and a great storyline to add. Just FYI this drama is an award wining drama based from a materpiece literature, with gorgeous cast XD.

I used to think Duncan Lai x Tony Yang (Formula 17) was beautiful but Fan Chi-Wei x Tony Yang just WIN ❤ I don’t even knew who was this Fan Chi Wei but he is hot and damn good.

Here is Fan Chi Wei in the drama
090309b 090309a 090309c
and here is a glimpse of Fan Chi Wei x Tony Yang
090309dphotobook 090309b2981676dg 090309e
ehem :p that beach scene was actually from a music video i discovered i guess this wasn’t included in the drama >o< to bad.

But this one below is the most important part from the drama
090309f-1583706-1
gyaaaah mitai!!
Advertisements

12 thoughts on “fujoushi no balad”

  1. Good idea but I couldn’t just tell him out of the blue, mayb i should just let it out in the open:p until he ask XDHehe Mirip Tsubasa y? Klo diliat2 iya jg tp d foto yg lain beda

  2. Km plng ngerti ma kepribadianx tunanganmu itu kan 😉 jd km sendr yg plng bs nentuin gmn carax ngasih tau k dia. Sekedar saran, jujur n menjd diri sendr itu yg terbaik. Dia mencintaimu jg krn km itu ‘km’ kan. Good Luck!!

  3. Tenang aja Anechan, cewk fujoushi tak gampang dilihat dari luar, lagian yang namanya sukakan tak bisa dipaksa, mau diilangin juga susah, suka sih, koibitoq mendukung hobiku *kalo ga kutendang dia dari dulu* dan berkat hobi ‘nyeleneh’q itu qmi rukun2 aja mesti udah 5 taon jalan sama2. So, fujoushi adalah cewk paling setia yg pernah ada. *bangga*

  4. MV clips and sound track 傷心的歌 by Emil Chau, i don’t understand Chinese but reading the title kanji character is that mean Song of Wounded Heart or some thing.
    Since the relationship ended badly when they were discovered and expelled from military school, the MV is trying to show what might have happen if the two characters met again some place different.
    My question is whether the beach clip is only for the Music Video or included on the drama series ?

    The english version of the soundtrack is Ocean Deep by Cliff Richard
    Here was the english lyric

    Ocean Deep Lyric

    Love cant you see Im alone
    Cant you give this fool a chance
    A little love is all I ask – a little kindnessIn the night
    Please dont leave me behind
    No – dont tell me love is blind
    A little love is all I ask and that is all
    Oh love Ive been searching so long
    Ive been searching highnlow
    A little love is all I ask – a little sadness
    When youre goneMaybe you need a friend
    Only please dont lets pretend
    A little love is all I ask and that is all
    I wanna spread my wings – but I just cant fly
    As a string of pearls and pretty girls go sailing by
    Ocean deep – Im so afraid to show my feelings
    I have sailed a million ceilings – in my -Solitary room
    Ocean deep – will I ever find a love
    rMaybe she has found anotherAnd as I cry myself to sleep
    I know this love of mine Ill keep – ocean deep
    Love cant you hear when I call
    Cant you hear a word I say
    A little love is all I ask
    A little feeling when we touch
    Why am I still alone?Ive got a heart without a home
    A little love is all I ask – and that is all
    I wanna spread my wings – but I just cant fly
    As a string of pearls and pretty girls go sailing by
    Ocean deep – Im so afraid to show my feelings
    I have sailed a million ceilings – in my -Solitary room
    Ocean deep – will I ever find a lover
    Maybe she has found anotherAnd as I cry myself to sleep
    I know this love of mine Ill keep – ocean deep
    Im so lonely lonely lonely…Maybe..

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s