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Yuri on Ice Theories Discussion (Proceed with caution)

I know some fans might hate me for bringing this up again , i just would like to share what was in my mind.

When Yuri on Ice was airing there was some theory regarding why victor decided to take a leave from professional ice skating and became Yuuri’s coach. Other than seeing Yuuri viral video was there any other reason that was more personal. One of those theory was it because he is sick like cancer or something.

However Kubo sensei does confirm that she will not make this story a tragedy or sad story instead she wants this story to be overflowing with LOVE and now we know that the real reason Victor came to Hasetsu was because he was smitten by a drunk sexy pool dancer that was Yuuri LOL :p
So please chill and dont make a big deal out of what i’m about to say cause it is most likely not the case

This theory was first brought about when Yuuri touch Victor head and Victor commented about his thin hair. And then on episode 10 i got alarmed because some of the dialog did hinted same possibilities

Now other than the dialog that was mentioned above “If i continued to skate Yurio wouldnt be motivated to fight and neither would I..”

Actually if you understand Japanese the dialog before was also hinting and pretty intense
When picture squeeze Yurio face he seems pretty pissed aside from Yurio calling Yuuri Pig etc.. Right before that scene the line Yurio was saying さっさと居なくなるジジ which was translated “Just go away already, geezer” while actually 居なくなる (inaku naru) can also translated into to dissappear or to die so if we translated it more harshly it will be “Just go and die already, old geezer” which explain why the always calm and laid back Victor was triggered.
Also the first opening line from yurio in this scene was “viktor nikiforov is dead” so it goes with the flow of the dialog.
Some fans think that victor was offended for Yurio calling the ring from Yuuri garbage but no that line was said afterward..
So after watching that scene I admit i was very worried about the course of the story may take.
In the interview below however Kubo sensei also explain that she may have thought to make Victor sick but decided not too cause that plot would be too much for a 12 episode anime

Kubo: As a story moves from the middle to the later stages, it’s quite common for the protagonist to have something important to him or her taken away. We thought that it was about the right time to do that. That’s why we had Victor leave Yūri’s side momentarily in episode 8. In a long-running manga serial, it’s quite possible that Victor would fall sick or meet with some kind of accident, but we can’t take such a roundabout route for a one-cour anime. That’s why we had Maccachin steal and eat some buns instead (chuckles).

Well that was my thought but certainly not my hope for any of this to happen i’m just saying the possibility. I do wish that Victor and Yuuri would live very very happy and healthy together until they grow old *cough*marriage*cough*

I think the previous plot might be interesting just for fanfic material or something :p
so yeah looking forward for season two i wish for the best for them,

Peace out ♥

Other Yuri on Ice Trivia Source

Bishonen of the month; Krittapak Udompanich (Boom)

Do you like your bias to be a nerdy cute sweet boy
the only problem is she is not legal for nuna to drool over wkk
not fair  15y’old boy should not be this hot

i must admit this boy is all about my type , sorry Abi-kun :p
Pretty , Smooth Skin, Sweet Smile, Nice Voice, Nice body, Bishounen , my type

Good Morning OMG I'M SO INTO HIM 😵😍😘🙏😝

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😊 #makeitrighttheseries #boomkrittapak

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I should skip long introduction cause most likely all of you already know this it boy starring on Thai popular BL series Make it right everyone talkin about right now

  • Name:

    Udompanich Krittapak

  • Native name:

    กฤตภัค อุดมพานิช

  • Also Known as:

    Boom; บูม; Boom Krittapak Udompanich;

  • Nationality:


  • Gender:


  • Born:

    January 12, 2001

  • Age:


Anticipated BL drama Uncontrolled love and A round trip to love

Finally uncontrolled love should be released tomorrow 28062016
it should be exciting as i’ve read the novel summary on ig, if you fine with spoiler go search

it is adapted from Lan Lin Danmei Novel Force Majeur (不可抗力)

2nd Trailer

Opening Song


Pairing Chemistry
RuWen CP (Rui Meng x Bowen Wang)

Also another Danmei drama i’ve been waiting for was A round trip to love also adapted from Lan Lin novel

cast intro

and also another one was Cheng Peng BL wuxia project
“Love is more than a word” (识汝不识)

i’m not really excited with this one cause i havent really get the chemistry and attraction, despite chuinan being a part of the cast
and i’m supposed to comprehend the political drama background? hmmm ^^”

the only old political literature that i liked is Taiko an Nobunaga Oda x Ranmaru Mori will forever be my historical OTP

Yandai XieJie no 1


Yandai XieJie No 1 or Yandai Byway No 1 is a new Chinese Web series with BL / Danmei Genre it tells a story about peculiar relationship between LiangZe a loner novelist and Hanghang a pet shop owner


the story also adapted from chinese danmei novel like other chinese BL but compare to it other counterpart this story is rather tamed and slowpaced
if you get through a couple episode you’ll fine this one very cute, it already reach episode 6 and the development is great i’m very looking forward for episode 7 ^^

got some biodata of the main pairing from IG

the official youtube channel

english sub so far
ep 4
ep 5. 1
ep 6

Novel link (raw Chinese , author official thread)

follow the thread on soompi for update

Happy Debut Anniversary QingYu


Hello WangQing and Feng JianYu

Happy debut anniversary

So many thought i want to say but don’t know how to say, hope this can reach you

I feel in love with both of you and that special ‘love’ you share with each other
it is so beautiful and it touch my heart

No matter what happen in the future, please cherish each other, listen to each other and listen to your own heart, make the best decision that you wont regret

For your carrier i wish for you to continue to support each other and reach success in anything you do, never be satisfied and keep improving yourself

We don’t know what would happen in the future but i know you both are strong enough to get through anything together

Our family will always love you and be here for you for 10 years, another 10 years and more

Love, ShiraAi


QingYu Hey Hey Hey

14th/15th of Mei is QingYu debut anniversary, so according to FengJianYu, he and WangQing have something private to do just between both of them …

okay then Dayu i’m sure you are enjoying your private time tonite maybe some Dinner and some Hey hey hey :p

Speaking of Hey hey hey, tonite i want to discuss the recently translated Yinyuetai 151225 interview by Qingyu International FC that we have been waiting for.
It’s great to have a shipper as the MC

First the way Baba WangQing keep falling into Uncle GuoTao trap was very cute

He cant hide his eagerness to describe how Dayu eyes are beautiful, ofcourse because it is the one thing that made him fall for dayu i think.
When Dayu stare at him here he even say dont look at me its dazzling me awwwww

Guo Tao was right when he said Dayu is one lucky cat, after Qingge lean on his shoulder to express ‘spoiled cat’, Dayu was shy and looking at Qingge after Guotao said that :3

when Qingge gets the penalty/punishment of kissing Dayu he was rather happy

Dayu said whose penalty is this LOL

okay enjoy the videos, thanks to the dedicated subber and translator

PART 9. HD Full video:

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FYI what they mean on the video by “Hey hey hey” were Sex :p

the ‘f’ word

I’ve been wanting to write this for a while now, seeing how lgbt ban/censorship in Chinese media becomes a very hot topic now i want to address this issue

Because my background on humanity studies and graduation paper about social discourse regarding homosexuality in japan, and also my hobby to explore BL fiction/movies in asian countries  i’m really interested on comparing the ‘fujoshi’ discourse in Japan, China, Thailand, and also my own country Indonesia


Lets skip Japan the orign of all this fujoshi and yaoi stuff, you can check that in some other time and place, if we start that it will go on and on
here some reference for the newbies

some good articles>>
Manga Studies #3: On BL manga research in Japanese by Jessica Bauwens-Sugimoto

lets start with the current hot Topic Chinese Danmei


Danmei is the Chinese equivalent of Yaoi

This is a very good article about yaoi/danmei and fujoshi culture evolution in China compared to its native Japan>

One thing that is common in the fujoshi/yaoi fandom are their fondness to create homoerotic fanfiction as their creative outlet. Many of them involved characters from yaoi or regular drama , anime or stories.Or even certain idols CP (couple/pairing) that have certain chemistry. This attitude first came from ‘bromantic’ ‘gayish’  fanservice from Korean and Japanese idols that was proven effective among fangirls.

But then many many talented BL Danmei fiction writers emerged with their own OC (Original Character) Story and getting more popular multiplying the population of Fujos
Some example of their fiction provided in this link>

This large ‘girls gone wild’ fujos perhaps alarming for Chinese conservative government.

in 2014 about 20 girls were arrested because of publishing homoerotic slash fiction on the Internet

Earlier this year, during a nationwide clampdown on online pornography, some 20 writers, allegedly under contract with “illegal erotic novel Web sites,” were arrested in Henan province, China, and numerous Web sites with explicit written and visual content were shut down. Most of these writers were young women, many of whom, according to footage from Phoenix TV, a Hong Kong broadcaster, were in their 20s, oblivious to the fact that they were breaking the law. The incident followed a similar spate of arrests in 2011 — again of young female writers.

The women were all writers of gay fiction, known as dan mei, which over the past two decades has gained a vast and dedicated following in China, a country where homosexuality is still heavily stigmatized.
……. Focusing on male-to-male romance, dan mei (which may be literally translated as “indulgence in beauty”) has surprisingly spawned an exclusive fan base: Its readers and writers are nearly all straight young women and girls.

source :

indonesian article>>

This restriction however doesnt slow down the hungry fujoshi’s market, in that same year 2014 a web series Like Love from a Danmei novel by Angelina”I still love you even if you are men”became a hit pushing a new genre of Danmei drama

the promotion gay app Blued (chinese grindr) also provide some great mini series for LGBT and fujoshi

After that another author CJD create a web series adaptation first with Counter Attack (falling in love with your rival aka Nixi) in which i fall in love with the main cast CP WangQing and FengJianyu but that was another long long story.

After being successful with her experiment with CA, she decided to  shift to her other Novel Addicted which become a bigger hit.

But then boom the series got “too popular” for the government to ignore
they got banned for circulating because they are viewed as inappropriate and promoting gay culture some sort of anti western thing

Last week the Chinese government pulled a popular drama, Addicted, from being streamed on Chinese websites as it follows two men in gay relationships, causing uproar among the show’s millions of viewers.
The government said the show contravened the new guidelines, which state that “No television drama shall show abnormal sexual relationships and behaviours, such as incest, same-sex relationships, sexual perversion, sexual assault, sexual abuse, sexual violence, and so on.”
……China’s State Administration of Press, Publication, Radio, Film and Television told television producers it would constantly monitor TV channels to ensure the new rules were strictly adhered to.
The clampdown follows an increase in cultural censorship in China since Xi Jinping came to power in November 2012.

The irony is do the Chinese government realize that actually BL and yaoi are very east culture not western, and also if we look back to history the separation of sexual orientation were actually coming from the west?


I view thailand as a fujoshi heaven, unlike in China this emerging Fujoshi market is valued as a money machine, while the lgbt community itself already a big market for BL genre movies or series

a gay couple Both and Newyear and some other ‘real’ gay couple enjoyed their popularity among fujoshi and endorsing lots of commercial products (skincare etc) to their instagram follower.

They also have famous Fujo author one of them was P’ Hed , her novel “love sick the chaotic lives of blue shorts guys” that was popular with the netizen become a bigger hit when adapted into a TV series “Love Sick The Series”

Pushing similiar youth BL drama booming in the tv trying to re do LoveSick popularity

a review of lovesick and the social discourse>>


In Indonesia the situation are also complicated. The major religions in Indonesia especially Islam and Christianity are againts homosexual, and religion is a big , sacred. very important thing in the live of most Indonesian citizen.

it becomes far worse with the surging of anti LGBT movement in Indonesia

this anti LGBT are mass and the majority still pro about this issues

for example on twitter when i try to search fujoshi and Indonesia the result was extremely ridiculous, one self proclaimed fujoshi even said
” i am a fujoshi , but if lgbt become legal i’ll commit suicide”
this i dont understand her logic here if she really that anti why did he enjoy yaoi/bl fiction at the first place, just ridiculous !


however being a moslem myself i can empathize a little with their sentiment sense of guilty and resentment because of liking something that is consider a big sin in our religion

I wont lie i have passed that phase myself when i first encounter the beautiful world of Yaoi Manga, however slowly i have learned to make my private peace and accept my fujoshi identity and my religious identity

i do still hide my identity in most social circumstances especially professional due to unavoidable bad stigma and weird judgement. After all we are labelled ‘rotten girl’ altho i don’t see anything rotten about myself, it is just in my opinion less mainstream form of healthy sexual and creative expression.

But to be judge just by one aspect of yourself is like a horrible thing which i rather avoid at the moment.

case example for fujo in Indonesia by Ms Ni Nyoman Wira

Well for the time being i can only wish that the bigot majority and media stay unaware or silence about the existence of fujoshi

Other :
YAOI in Taiwan>>

Homophobia in Boys Love Manga>>


Fathers (trailer)


‘LOVE’ starts with two people
but ‘FAMILY’ is more than just the two

The long anticipated, new lgbt movie from Thailand finally release its preview

its going to be about family, and the struggle of gay couple to raise a kid
i loveeee this kind of themes from American movies and i hope this Thai movie can deliver same powerful message

Movie info>