All posts by ShiraAi (Arashihonou)

about Me: (buat yg belum kenal aja :p) Nama: Risna Net Nickname / Username : Shira-Ai, Birth Date: 31 August 1984 E-mail : shira_ai@yahoo.com Interest : Anything BL/yaoi XP *Sou! Atashi wa (Hanbun) Fujoshi da! even though I dislike this derogatory term*, Collecting Bishonen, Draw Manga Style, Net-Surving, Nonton Movie/Drama Favourite Food: Okaasan no teryouri (bikinan nyokap), Kepiting, Favourit J-pop: SPITZ, Oda Yuji, Kobukuro, Deen, Remiomen, Bump of Chicken, JE Boys! such as; Tackey & Tsubasa, News, Kat-tun, Kanjyani8, Tokio, TegoMasu Favourite J-Rock: B'z, L'arc en Ciel, Hyde, Gackt, Malice Mizer, Dir-en-Grey, Plastic Tree, X-Japan Favourite K-pop: DBSK (TVXQ), JYJ Favourite Manga Genre: BL *doh*, Shoujo Favourite Mangaka: BL >> Touko Kawai, Sugiura Shiho, Yuki Shimizu, Fujiyama Hyouta, Meiko Koide, Yamada Yugi Shoujo >> Hiromi Mashiba, Kyouko Hikawa, Taeko Watanabe Shonen >> Urasawa Naoki Mystery >> Chie Watari, Kanon Iguchi, & Atsuko Narumo *kowaiii!* Favourite Manga: Garasu No Kamen/Topeng Kaca (Suzue Miuchi), Koori no Mamono no Monogatari (Sugiura Shiho), Love Mode (Yuki Shimizu), CUT (Touko Kawai), 20th century boys (Urasawa Naoki), Zankokuna Kami ga Shihaisuru (Hagio Moto) Favourite Artwork by Mangaka: Ayano Yamane, Yuki Kaori Favourite Anime:Fruits Basket, Juuni kokki (十二国記), Gravitation (semuanya anime periode 2001-2002 ya ^_^) Favourite Movie: Fly Me to Polaris, Philadelphia, Hotel Rwanda, Man On Fire, Les Chansons d'Amour, Moon Child (karena ada gakuhainya :P) Mostly *Good* Asian Queer Movie :p like Eternal Summer, King & Clown, Bungee Jumping of Their Own, Favourite Dorama: Last Friends, Beautiful Life, Majou no Jouken, My Boss My Hero, Nodame Cantabile, Zettai Kareshi Favourite K-drama: Goong, Coffee Prince, Sorry I Love You (mianhae, saranghamnida) Favourite Actor: Denzel Washington, Lee junki, Tomoya Nagase, Hideaki Takizawa, KimuTaku, Stephen Chow (comedian) Favourite Actrees:Ueno Juri, Yoon Eun Hye, Yumi Adachi, Takako Tokiwa, Ryouko Hirosue, Favourite Books: Hmm... Cartographies of Desire (Pflugfelder), Taiko (Eiji Yoshikawa), No ones perfect (Hirotada Ototake), Lelaki Terindah (novel Andre aksana) Favourite Pairing:YunJae (DBSK)

Review : Yukidoke no koi (Love that melt the snow)

“We are the only one locked up in this white world”

Title : yuki doke no koi (love that melted snow

Author : Itz

Rating :💝💝💝💝💝

Description:
Will they find happiness with each other or will they face pain and suffering? Is it a risk worth taking?

This beautiful manga follows the story of two men bound together by fate, Someya Yoshiyuki and Sumito Takada. One is a handsome and talented teacher, whilst the other is one of his students who is excitable and striving to be as popular as his teacher and to discover his meaning in the world.

Meaningful, sweet and heart breaking, a manga impossible to stop reading even for a second.  (manga updates)

To my excuse i’ve been busy that i am very late to post this post

This manga scanlation was release a while back and i was immediately captivated as i was reading it

I found the existence of this manga trough ig account @maru_fujoshi (hey you owner thank you)

For you guys fujo and fudan who like some yummy up to date yaoi news you’ll be interested to follow that account , careful if you dont like spoilers tho

The story is trully beautiful and heart wrenching definitely my kind of love story

It content 3 separate story , if you already cried reading the 1st story i dont know if you could handle getting your heart ripe apart by the 2nd and third story

But dont worry this is still a very sweet and heart warming story not the kind that make you depressed

RPF, Shipping, Pairing what are the boundaries?

A while back i was reading a manga , this manga> http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/boku_no_mama_chan_43_kaihatsu_nikki/
here i learn about the term RPF and as i was reading about it i got the inspiration to write this post

What is rpf ?
RPF or Real People Fiction is when you paired two real living person wether they are an actor, an idol or plain public figures, and make a romantic fiction out of them
in japan they called it namamono or raw stuff, pretty cool terms huh?

more through definition and explanation you could find in this  wikipedia page>> https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Real_person_fiction

and so i was reading the wikipedia page for RPF and i discover some people are repulsed / hate this kind of things. Trying to be open minded i keep reading trying to understand why it is wrong according to their POV
I think the have some points that i couldnt disagree. It makes me think and reevaluate my action as an avid shipper of real person myself and i would like to write about it

but first lets rewind again about the subject
starters for the beginners you could check video below for some basic subject like shipping and otp and how it began
shipping??

OTP??

history of subtext

first movie ship

it become RPF when the fans start shipping the real actor with each other instead of their character in the movie. Shipping William Shatner and Leonard Nimoy instead of Kirk and Spock. Shipping benedict cumberbatch and martin freeman instead of sherlock and watson (this i think inspired boku no mamachan story line btw)

and so moving forward then for the asia fandom first there were idols from korea of japan usually members of boyband (or girl band)

i dont know which came first wether its the fans objectify two members of the group, or the bands (or company behind them) that notice that girls love this kind of love line and start to use it as fanservice

maybe i think the first time was from the rock scene of Japan , where band mates would kiss each other in the mouth, hugging and carresing each other as their gimmick of live performance entertainment

in japan they called this thing member-ai or love and bonding between fellow member of a group and this is a really good marketing strategy and commercialized it hard, after korea also picking up on this and take it a mile further.

some articles of the subject of commercialization
https://www.ideals.illinois.edu/bitstream/handle/2142/49818/Jungmin_Kwon.pdf?sequence=1&isAllowed=nhttps://qssfc.wordpress.com/2013spring/homosexuality-in-japanese-media/

Now as you might notice from example above lots of the pairing are of the same gender and yes a large portion of this is are gay fiction and male x male pairing.

Sometimes the shipper or these rpf creators really do believe that this couple they are shipping is together in real life romantically.
Hell i also do! I could swear to GOD that QingYu is a match made in heaven real couple, i dont care i really do believe that even them neither of them have coming out or admit it yet :p

and please its no use to convince us or me otherwise, so just ship with all your heart content girls

But what are the boundaries?

Now i’m a hard fujoshi and i loveee my rpf otp and dirty fanfic
but sometimes it bothers me when the fans seems to forget to respect the otp as a person
one thing that i often find that the sometimes disregard the bottom/uke in the pairing as a mean and objectives them as a women and perhaps even lower.

from what i know in my limited knowledge of my gay friends, most gay even tho they are a bottom they are really uncomfortable being viewed as a girl or even feminine, even if we could see some feminine traits in their behaviour. Majority they still wish to be regarded as man, it doesnt apply when the bottom is non gender binary or transgender how ever ((in which case it not a gay relationship) or if the guy does enjoy being viewed as girl aesthetic wise (like cross dresser for example)
I think thats the main reason why asking who is the ‘women’ in the relationship, who wear pants, and who is the bottom be considered rude to be asked of a gay couple and most of them doesnt like to answer.
now in this we can analyze also why is it that bad to be considered ‘girly’ and ‘feminine’?
i guess its because we were thought that way for such a long time that masculine is superior and ‘feminine’ is inferior.

so i really hope fan could take notes of that and be aware of the way we treats them.
This is different than a fictional character that we could bend the way we want too, this is not an omegaverse reality where they are alpha and omega either

it good really bad also when the fans force their fantasies and insist it in every way possible until it totally disrespect the person privacy
the most obvious incident was when yunjae fans , display a yunjae NSFW/rated banner in a JYJ concert
i coudnt find the real pictures anymore but the report are pretty much here >
http://octopuskimchi.livejournal.com/2565.html
it got so big that it appears in the china news the next day

i am a YJS you can see it clearly but honey that not how you should treat your idol  or a person, thats a public humiliation and bullying if i may say, thats not love
especially when yunho and jaejoong was already separated as a group.

as you are reading this you may think wow this whole shipping and rpf thing is horrible, why am i even doing it.
Sorry but this is my kinks and my pleasure  i couldnt explain but not all of this thing are bad
it ignites creativity, induces understanding, compassion and then support to the sexual minority rights
if we could be wise enough to mind our boundaries and still respect our source of admiration its a great thing actually

BL News : Korean BL anime Hyperventilation , Saezuru Tori Ha Habatakenai, Yukidoke no Koi

First off Korea is releasing a BL anime ! wow way to go Korea,
The Title is Hyperventilation (과호흡)
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the first episode

this is supported by KOCCA (Korean Content Agency)
Japan need to watch their back altho for this field korea has too long road to catch up

Also the latest chapter of Saezuru tori ha habatakenai (Twittering Birds Dont Fly) is out
THEY DID IT FINALLY
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Oh my beautiful Doumeki and Yashiro TT^^TT
i really love this manga i think this is one of the best or memorable yaoi manga
Saezuru deserve a special review post but i dont think i could write a good review it deserve. There is already some great review out there
like this one my fav > http://www.mymangamarathon.com/2016/09/discovering-boys-love-saezuru-tori-wa-habatakanai.html (contain spoiler watch out)

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if you havent read it, where have you been? but its okay i also start reading it last year tho :p i notice it first cause my fav cosplayer couple Baozi and Hana was cosplaying Doumeki and Yashiro very beautifully (and now i’m reminded i havent write post introducing Baozi and Hana)

Do take your time to pick up Saezuru if you havent and enjoy the feels from this slow burning manga

Speaking of stories that make you FEEL things i really recommend you guys also to read Yukidoke no Koi
this is a beautiful, heartwrenching love stories you shouldnt miss

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my first

Its funny how suddenly random topic bring back a lot of memories this late of a night
okay since i feel like writing about it today i would like to share stories about my firstS

My first anime crush was TRUNKS from Dragon Ball

this was the first thing that pop in my mind tonite seeing a random Saiyan dance on youtube my friend share LOL

i fell in love with this particular illustration
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i saw a poster of this illustration and think aww he is kind a hot,
especially that purple hair !
back then purple was my favourite color and that kind of hairstyle was hot
like my idols back then , andy lau, jimmy lin  and aaron kwok

anyway i also remember there was a boy whom my brother think kinda look like jimmy lin (probably just because he was chinese) who had a crush on me, the first and only one time a boy made a move on me. It didnt turn out really well LOL maybe for the best

My first shoujo manga that led me to manga and japanese content obsession was Min Min (Yu Asagiri) and Asarichan
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that time me and my parents when to a book store and i bought that manga in a bundle
i was fascinated to see kiss scene for the first time (i was on elementary school)
and the art was soo pretty
Well as you know Yu Asagiri also became a yaoi mangaka 😄
after that i had Sailor Moon and lots other stuff going on

My first Yaoi was Gravitation Anime (not the manga)

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Not like other girls who got exposed to yaoi too much young
i see my first yaoi on the 1st grade of university so i was mature enough to process it. Still it was like a new world open up before me i was enlightened LOL
i think i have seen some LGBT content gay or lesbian before in tv drama tho
and i watched with somewhat fascination or curiosity that i didnt really understood
only after i have seen yaoi than my eyes were open

My first yaoi manga was either Boys Next Door by Yuki Kaori or Love Mode
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also the first time probably i saw explicit hardcore sex in media on Love Mode! i guess i was pretty innocent before 🙂 (but i did watch titanic like every other teens my time and been exposed to sex scenes in hollywood movies before). Like i wouldn’t have imagine that blow job would be that much exhilarating if it weren’t for yaoi manga.
i did had my denial and down period when i felt guilty and delete all my yaoi stacks (but i end up downloading it again LOL)
but now i think this encounter with Yaoi is one of the best thing that ever happen too me i’m grateful that it allows me to be open minded to see the world

Last a bit off topic compare to above, My first song (or was it 1st foreign song?) that i like was Crazy by Julio iglesias i dont know why haha
but the first song that really resonates with my heart and all those teenage melancholy was Have you ever by Brandy, i cried too this song few times in the past really nostalgic

Yuri on Ice Theories Discussion (Proceed with caution)

I know some fans might hate me for bringing this up again , i just would like to share what was in my mind.

When Yuri on Ice was airing there was some theory regarding why victor decided to take a leave from professional ice skating and became Yuuri’s coach. Other than seeing Yuuri viral video was there any other reason that was more personal. One of those theory was it because he is sick like cancer or something.

However Kubo sensei does confirm that she will not make this story a tragedy or sad story instead she wants this story to be overflowing with LOVE and now we know that the real reason Victor came to Hasetsu was because he was smitten by a drunk sexy pool dancer that was Yuuri LOL :p
So please chill and dont make a big deal out of what i’m about to say cause it is most likely not the case

This theory was first brought about when Yuuri touch Victor head and Victor commented about his thin hair. And then on episode 10 i got alarmed because some of the dialog did hinted same possibilities

Now other than the dialog that was mentioned above “If i continued to skate Yurio wouldnt be motivated to fight and neither would I..”

Actually if you understand Japanese the dialog before was also hinting and pretty intense
When picture squeeze Yurio face he seems pretty pissed aside from Yurio calling Yuuri Pig etc.. Right before that scene the line Yurio was saying さっさと居なくなるジジ which was translated “Just go away already, geezer” while actually 居なくなる (inaku naru) can also translated into to dissappear or to die so if we translated it more harshly it will be “Just go and die already, old geezer” which explain why the always calm and laid back Victor was triggered.
Also the first opening line from yurio in this scene was “viktor nikiforov is dead” so it goes with the flow of the dialog.
Some fans think that victor was offended for Yurio calling the ring from Yuuri garbage but no that line was said afterward..
So after watching that scene I admit i was very worried about the course of the story may take.
In the interview below however Kubo sensei also explain that she may have thought to make Victor sick but decided not too cause that plot would be too much for a 12 episode anime

Kubo: As a story moves from the middle to the later stages, it’s quite common for the protagonist to have something important to him or her taken away. We thought that it was about the right time to do that. That’s why we had Victor leave Yūri’s side momentarily in episode 8. In a long-running manga serial, it’s quite possible that Victor would fall sick or meet with some kind of accident, but we can’t take such a roundabout route for a one-cour anime. That’s why we had Maccachin steal and eat some buns instead (chuckles).

https://wavemotioncannon.com/2016/12/20/miracle-on-ice-how-mitsuro-kubo-created-her-charactersanimage-january-2017/

Well that was my thought but certainly not my hope for any of this to happen i’m just saying the possibility. I do wish that Victor and Yuuri would live very very happy and healthy together until they grow old *cough*marriage*cough*

I think the previous plot might be interesting just for fanfic material or something :p
so yeah looking forward for season two i wish for the best for them,

Peace out ♥

Other Yuri on Ice Trivia Source

https://whiteboxtreasure.wordpress.com/index/yuri-on-ice-masterpost/

http://seek-victory.tumblr.com/

http://sweetvictuuri.tumblr.com/post/155059961496/yuri-on-ice-interview-with-kubo-mitsurou-a

Dream event: BL Convention for South East Asia anyone?

Its not that yaoi fans communities is nonexistent in here infact there is already some of event happening that we could say catering to fujoshi in South East Asia.
But i think it would be really cool to combine those event into a much larger event like South East Asia own Boys Love/ Yaoi convention

Things that i wanted to see

♥ BL Anime and Movie festival, launching and promotion
Other than animes from Japan, Thailand have loads of BL series made from BL fiction and they have huge fandom in their own country and it affect the neighboring countries as well

in Bangkok Love Sick the series launching and fanmeets was a huge success

♥ A fan meet & greet of famous BL actor pairing and BL mangaka, BL authors would be great

inviting Asia’s Talent like Angelina (I still love you even tho you are a man aka. Like Love) , Chai Ji Dan (Addicted, Counter Attack), Feng Nong (Feng Yu Jiu Tian), Lan Lin (A round Trip to Love),P’Hed (Love Sick), He Tian (19Days)

♥ Butler Cafes

A Fujoshi’s heaven on earth exists in Ikebukuro’s Boy’s Love Academy cafe

♥ Comic Market with lots of Yaoi Doujinshi circle and Fan Artbooks

Samples of Gallery display for inspiration

♥ it should be fanbase oriented

AFA in Indonesia invite baozi and hana every year! because their fanbase is pretty much establish and will support a lot with attending the exhibition and buy their merchandise

http://showbiz.liputan6.com/read/2327624/cosplayer-yaoi-baozi-hana-meriahkan-anime-festival-asia-2015

its really important to recognize this fanbase, Let the fanbase create special activities for their fandom
Since i’m a huge fandom member as well  it would be pretty cool if we could gather all of the favourite CP, OTP, Ship with large fanbase in south east asia
such as BaoziHana, BNY, QingYu, Leo x Lucas, White Captain and let them have their fan activities would be really fun to watch


Existing Communities
https://www.facebook.com/Indonesia-Fujoshi-Forum-pecinta-yaoi-161024260585116/?fref=ts

If we are talking about fujoshi event. The largest of it all is Japanese Comic Market, eventho like AFA it was not 100% fujo oriented, i’ve heard that the first time Comiket ever held the attendees was 90% girls.
another event in Japan for girls >https://www.animate.co.jp/ex/agf/

So i’m thinking since Japan is sooo far away it would be very cool to have something like that here too

https://ahotaku39.wordpress.com/2015/01/27/unofficial-translation-women-and-yaoi-in-japanese-doujinshi-culture/

whats interesting in fujoshi communities in South East Asia or anywhere outside Japan that its not about just japanese bl manga and anime anymore. i think its really facinating to explore that and showcase how far the communities have grown

https://ahotaku39.wordpress.com/2015/01/23/fujoshi-rising-a-preliminary-view-on-the-rising-yaoi-subculture-in-indonesia/

In USA they have this kind of event
http://www.yaoicon.com/
http://www.bishounencon.com/

Samples of event that is already happening here

ANICULT
https://www.facebook.com/AniCult/?fref=ts

In Indonesia the closest thing we ever have for this kind of event is Anicult in Surabaya, tho its still subtext as a regular anime exhibition but compare to AFA (Anime Festival Asia) that largely caters for otaku boys , Anicult exhibitor and content largely caters to girls

The event successfully invited Mangaka like Nekota Yonezoh sensei in the previous event isnt that cool?

COMIFURO
http://comifuro.net/
https://www.facebook.com/Comifuro/?fref=ts

Comifuro or Comic Frontier is an annual event for local manga/doujinka circle to display their works, and when i say Doujin you can guess that there will be load of yaoi doujin there to 

By the way the next Comifuro will be held on 21st of January 2017
http://comifuro.net/webcatalog/comifuro-8/

OTPCON
https://www.facebook.com/OTPcon/

OTPCon/C2Fiesta is one of organizer of such event in smaller scale recently they sucessfully held Moviedome where Movie fans can display their fanworks. The opening of next year they will held Yuri on Ice fan gathering! how awesome i hope i dont miss that

Last but not least

THE PRINCE BOYS AND LOVE MINI CONVENTION
https://www.facebook.com/blhostclub/?fref=ts

In Jakarta they have already attempted to made this kind of event in a form of BL butler cafes, and i would say their first attempt was really successful i went there and it was soo much fun. In this event we gather with fellow fujoshi watched some Yaoi OVAS, and My oh my all that juicy fan services
Unfortunately sharing picture was prohibited, try to imagine from the menu served

https://japanesestation.com/event-coverage-the-prince-boys-love-mini-convention-mini-gathering-khusus-fujoshi-pertama-di-jakarta/

as much as like the events held here its still not very ‘safe’ to held such events here in big and public scale, so i’m thinking Bangkok would be great place to have it dont you think?

BTW next february i’ll also be attending LEO and LUCAS Fanmeet in Bangkok SUPER EXCITED

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Okay that all from me what do you think ? Do you like this kind of event? Do you already have this kind of event in your country?

Review : A tap into the colorfull world of BL webtoon/manhwa

Lately i’m following more and more manhwa from korea and china. It is very interesting to watch the evolution and adaptation of Japanese manga art in other countries

i believe lots of BL fans already know about this very refreshin manhua/webtoon in full colour especially 19 days and bagjwi sayug, but i’m sure you wont mind if i review it again
if you havent read these, well what were you waiting for? read it NOW

19 Days (19  Tian)

19days is a chinese BL manga by the author OldXian This slice  of life comedical story revolves around two buddies called Jian Yi and Zhan Zhenxi and their entangled dramatical relationship

being true to the slice of life aspect, this story is really like slices and pieces of life around the coming of age of these boys. Beside the shonen-ai aspect, this story is about true friendship and we get to feel the emotion and suffering of this teenager who are still figuring out and dont know what to do with their life and their feeling

The 4 main character; HeTian, JianYi, ZhanZhenxi, & The read hair guy

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Raising a Bat (Bagjwi Sayug)
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http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/raising_a_bat/

Park Min Gyeom is a human with a disease called hemochromatosis  his blood absorbs too much iron, so he has to donate it regularly to stay healthy. Kim Chun Sam is a half-vampire who needs blood to live. So begins an unusual symbiotic relationship between “predator” and “prey.”

Bagjwi Sayug is a sweet coming of age story about an awkward vampire, and a bitter wounded boy. It was really  cute at first but it is also really dark dealing with emotional abuse and a series of messed up misunderstanding gone wrong and the long healing process.

complete viet sub http://truyen1.net/TruyenTranh/Thu-Cung-Cua-Toi-La-Doi
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Out of Control (Bbong); Never Understand

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http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/never_understand/

Yuri, one of the school’s most handsome guys, and Jaerim, one of the school’s ugliest, collide!…or don’t they…Can’t understand what’s going on between these two! It’s Out of Control!!

I LOVEEEEEEE this unusual pair of stubborn ugly duckling and the mean ‘ice hearted’ prince. It isnt like typical shoujo or bl manga where the heroin consider themself ugly but infact still drawn really cute. Jaerim IS ugly but it doesnt stop Yuri to fall hard head over heels about him
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Moritat

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http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/moritat/

With all his memories wiped out, Jesse, wakes up in the hospital and in front of him stands a man that suggests he’s Jesse’s lover. However, the only fragmented memory Jesse has of that man is him trying to kill Jesse. But is his fragile memory reliable? Who’s telling the truth and what is actually going on? Why was he in the hospital to begin with?

Moritat is a psychological thriller in this story we try to unravel what have really happened before Jesse lost his memory and the mind battle between the two character Jesse and Law. What does Law really want ? Does he really love him or he just want to control Jesse to take his power and wealth. From what i’ve read so far this story is certainly not a romance.

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Blood Bank

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http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/blood_bank/

Blood Bank is where vampires come to buy human blood! In a land where vampires, the supreme beings, rule human beings, there are those that have abnormalities. These vampires, while still superior, prefer to be ruled and commanded by humans. See how Shell, the son of a Blood Bank lord, falls for a mere human banker, One.

Beneath the fantastical alternate universe background i like how true they describing a bdsm dominant submissive relationship, which is each party involved should consent and enjoy the aspect of this relationship. It was focusing on the bdsm build up at the start but its not all about that we can enjoy very interesting plot and also emotional sweetness as we see the two main character falls in love

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Royal Servant
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http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/royal_servant/

“I love you, Master.” Born as a servant but falls in love with the man who hates servants. A romantic fantasy between master and servant.

You can see it painfully clear from the title and the synopsis that this manhwa also explore the topic of dominant submissive relationship. But in this manga you didnt get to see the sweet aspect of it or maybe it didn’t reach that part yet. You can see Kyon is not actually enjoying bdsm treatment by Lucaon he is just submitting because he falls in love with Lucaon and he did getting aroused because he gets to have sex with the man of his dreams but its not consensual at first in my opinion

What Lies at The End (Geu Kkeute Issneun Geos) or
At the End of the Road
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http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/geu_kkeute_issneun_geos/

After a car accident, Taemin finds himself in the body of Siwon, who was a victim of bullying at school. No longer a pushover, he starts standing up for himself but then meets Woojin, an old friend from the past. Somehow, Woojin immediately picks up Tamin’s ‘scent’ from Siwon. What happened between these two in the past and how will it affect their future?

Taemin had died leaving his struggling miserable live behind but he was given a chance to live again as Siwon, someone who had appeared in his dreams getting bullied and commited suicide. He decided to take the chance and lives as Siwon somehow he encounter someone from his past Woojin

Honestly i still dont know what to expect from this manga beneath those angry predisposition and the high sexual  tense between the two main character

A guy like you

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http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_man_like_you/

Go Siwon’s dreams are constantly visited by the clever, beautiful Kang Jinha. In the dream, Jinha keeps on mentioning this “incident” that happened between them but Siwon can’t remember anything! And how can it feel so real? Luckily for Siwon, hints about the “incident” start to appear and Siwon is able to regain his memory bit by bit. How will their relationship change at the end

Keep on seeing a weird dream with someone he hardly ever talked too, go siwon was troubled but also really curious about kang jinha . I found another reaccuring pattern in these manhwa which is the cold domineering seme roles often potrayed as blond/light colored hair guy, and a reluctant uke that is often unwillingly forced into the relationship this pattern was really popular in classic japanese manga as well and you can see it very clearly in stories like royal servant, what lies at the end and a man like you.
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[QingYu] Feng Jian Yu New Song “The Iron Forest” 钢铁森林

From QingYu International Fanpage

[UPDATE] 161223 <<钢铁森林>> by 冯建宇
Gāngtiě sēnlín by Feng Jianyu
The Iron Forest by Feng Jianyu
English Translation
Cr:Soe

Walking along the while horizontal line
The setting sun would soon disappear
Between you and me
Brushing shoulders occasionally
Such an exhausting yesterday
Yet always repeating it
The initial craziness
There’s still a bit left

Perhaps silence will enable a better tomorrow
But this is not at all what I wanted
How much farther till the iron forest?
Want to break through the darkness and find the light

You tell me why
I give you love
You tell me why
I give you love

Always here

The night expands carefully
The lights slowly die out
Quiet streets
Rounding up a loop
Lonliness steals away the time
Runs the heart aground gradually
Strip off the disguise
It has become safe

Perhaps silence will enable a better tomorrow
But this is not at all what I wanted
How much farther till the iron forest?
Want to break through the darkness and find the light

You tell me why
I give you love
You tell me why
I give you love

Always here

The awaited dream will come true baby yeah
Yesterday was merely a hallucination

You tell me why
I give you love
You tell me why
I give you love

Until forever

Hearing the song and reading the lyric
i got the feeling of unwavering love but also insecurity and lonelyness
a typical QingYu feels i get every time, they have come a long way didnt they ;_;

Also i learn that this song is a theme song for a BL movie The First Light adapted from a danmei novel , hmm let me dig into that story as well i hope its interesting

P.S my friends commented that the back vocal sounds a lot like Qing LOL